Sigh.

Its another wistful one so bare with me. Il get the life stuff out of the way and then talk about DCU.

So i have a lot wrong with me. Annie (who is in DC with me currently) and I have been talking. I kind of don't expect people to really know too much as to why i want to write all this down but i feel like it. Ive got a pacemaker due to some issues as a kid (see last post...being beaten) and with the weight im going to be putting on thanks to another issues, it brought up the fact that its a damned if i do, damned if i don't kind of life i have going on here. Someone i talked to said "As long as your happy, thats important" and i am but i think in all honesty im more happy knowing my life is going to be good, rather then i know im going to live a long time. The whole focus on my brother is because in the long run, he's more likely to have a long life then me. Factors and nature is against me rather heavily and i know it.

Im willing to accept it. ^^ Im not upset at all (...which maybe a lie depending on the day) but i just want do get stuff sorted and ignore everything else. Lifes too short to worry.

Anyway, DCU stuff. Jim Lee is a nice guy, look him up on Wiki to find out who he is. He has a vision for what he wants this game to be but i feel so sorry for him. He's out of his depth in ways. This isn't much of a post about it because im not allowed to say too much about what i asked him (rules) but what i will say is that he's such a nice man with a real sense of reason and purpose but knows its going to be hard to prove it. I have to give him all the help i can really, so im praying it goes well. :)