Its late, im tired but there's the moon.

The moon is something i love so much. Its why the whole idea of "Worca" came up in the end. I thought id write a little about myself for once (Self centered gal that i am) and explain the name "Worca".

Way back when i was in school with my brother, we had nicknames because we really did stick together so much. He protected me because i was picked on so much and it meant a lot. They called him "Wolfie" due to his rather protective nature and the fact his hair was really long and shaggy like a wolf picture at school. They called me "Orca" which came from the fact i was a rather...chubby girl back then but also because i always wore black and white and swam EVERY-FRICKING-DAY. I love swimming. My brother's name got changed to "Wolfos" during the Zelda craze of the N64 and he never minded. When my brother got told of his condition, a problem with his hypothalamus that causes a lot of problems but most of all issues with weight and body temp, i spent time helping him get over some aspects. He was made fun of so much, ripped into and beaten up. It was insane the amount of stuff that happened and the people that now have criminal records due to this. I did my best to protect him and even got beaten a few times myself but it was my fault really for opening my mouth. I have a temper when it comes to protecting something. This leads to how my name came about. My brother had to drop out of collage due to his weight and i was left on my own in my media. I was perfectly fine but one day i broke down crying after being told my brother had a heart attack. He was only 18 and it wasn't a good sign. My friend Annie said "The more you protect people, the harder it is for you to accept them getting hurt. It must be a wolf thing" which made me laugh and say "That must make me a wolf orca?". So i combined the names and it stuck. Even people at work call me Worca because it has a meaning to me.

Worca : Wolf - Orca. Something large but protective of its friends and family. Something that will not accept the problems others have as its my job to fix them.

That is whats written on my yearbook for University by my English teacher. I still smile when i look at it because its proof that the idea carries enough to make even other people understand. Its also why i like giving gifts to cheer people up. I know it helps and i do "Gift Wars" with my friends on steam. Think a snowball fight but with games. Someone throws a game at me, i return with two. It gets a bit silly but i love making people smile. ^_^

Its funny how the moon makes me feel like talking about all this and doesn't make it sound stupid in my head. I feel happy right now. Im in DC, the moon is bright and the sound of cars is quiet in the background. I can see so much of the city and it really does make me remember how awesome it is to do things. I can't wait to visit my certain someone too. If only because its one more thing to add to my reasons to feel happy right now.

On that note : I hate cramps *Drumhit for timing*

Night all ;) sleep well if you are due to, or have a great day if you don't ^_^